Sunday, July 14, 2013
3 months.
说长不长，说短不短。
Enough for 2 to become enemies.
Enough to end off a season.
Enough to dream, creating memories.
3months of probation over.
Seen a lot. Seen how scary and ugly people are in the corporate world.
Have to learn to cover my backside well and watch my back.
2nd half of the year is gonna be super busy.
7 events in the next 6months.
After 3months of training, didn't really achieve what we wanted.
Now its over. What's next?
Pesta?
3months for a dream.
Sister is right. That was a dream. Too good to be true.
那只是一场游戏一场梦 #songworm
Looking forward for the Korea trip end next month.
But mummy unable to join :(
Considering if I should extend 2 days and explore around myself.
Sunday is coming to an end again.
Netball w exclusives again :) looking forward.
10:39 PM
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Bad day. Bad day. Bad day.
Left for work early but platform was unusually crowded.
Human jam. Train jam. Never mind,
Back in office. As usual people are taking their own sweet time to get their things done. It sucks to be at the end of the work process. Work got piled up just before lunch. Never mind.
Rushed lunch, taking away macs back to office.
When you're busy, work just keep coming in. Just like how traffic light will always come into picture when you're rushing for time. Never mind.
Couldn't end work on time. Leaving the office only just 20mins before game starts. Never mind.
Rush rush rush. From office. To station. Ran up and down the stairs.
And train just got to be faulty at Dhoby. Reached my patience limit.
Running all the way from Mountbatten to KNC. Already 2nd quarter. Went in on 3rd and contributed to screwing up the game. Zzzz. #{+€{#'?€<' losing to a team that we shouldn't.
Pointers to self:
- Learnt that I'm someone who needs a good warm up. Time didn't allow. Need to figure out a way to warm up fast. Practically just went on court without warming up properly.
- Fail as a Captain. Need to pick the team up fast enough.
Hate to disappoint people. Ms huang trusted me enough to put me on court once I came. But I disappointed her.
Hate this feeling. Hate this feeling.
Killer June starts tomorrow. Gonna be up in 4.5hrs. Hope everything's fine and no speakers drop out....
1:01 AM
Thursday, May 16, 2013
tiring week. first monday blues on sunday night. major one. insomnia.
almost forgotten my receipt ytd.
lost my phone at night
screw whoever who stole it.
photos and contacts all gone. zzzzzz.
got to know one vendor at conference today.
all started with the latte macchiato! lol..
sometimes it's still kinda scary talking to all these big shots.
lots of things to learn. like how to talk and converse.
but overall the conversation went well. nice uncle :)
and really. approaching ppl & start talking to them is when we start learning and open up opportunities...
very much on my own from now onwards..
goodness...
end of month = me being the most senior there.
june's gonna be a killer month.
11:56 PM
Monday, April 15, 2013
Whole day settling the speakers list
Seriously nothing was done lo.
Not even 1 speaker.
Everything also not done,
Event in a week.
Seriously feeling the stress
Throw me the shit?
I'm gonna aim to do well!
Now sitting in the living room and started stressing over what to do for the event but no use also
Can't do anything until they reply.
Now I understand why people will stress over work.
Comes so naturally.
10:09 PM
Sunday, April 14, 2013
ended off my busy week at home, nuaing :)
too exhausted and finally got the chance to repay the sleep debt for the whole week.
first 4 days of work were on-site
1st 2 days at MBS and next 2 at Pan Pacific.
Got to see how their on-site activities were like.
super nice food :D
haven't took so many cabs before in my life.
but lucky i'm able to claim, totally concussed on the journey back home.
overall it was a good experience.
3 events on hand now.
1 in less than 2 weeks and colleague is leaving on wed.
asked her if she has steps to work, she say no, all in her mind.
no SOP kind of company and i'm really worried how much I can absorb within these 3 days.
but still kinda looking forward to work. real challenge starts tomorrow.
surprised sister with cake and scared her cuz i was trying to hide the cake from her.
workaholic her was so engrossed in her event that she even forgt abt her own birthday!
helped in the logistics till abt 430 and had 2 hrs of slp before heading to novena.
first time taking part in a mixed netball competition, really a very different exposure.
best thing abt this event is that finally got a chance to meet up with different groups of friends.
esp llabten peeps, missed them too much.
saw AI girls, despite feeling happy looking at their improvement but super disappointed after seeing their attitude on court.
happy to see HG girls again, playing well and achieving 3rd in the end.
packed up and super heavy rain came after the event.
lucky!!
Z'en Japanese buffet at UE Square after that.
haha sometimes i'm really surprised at how much things lancer can put!
another achievement unlocked :) LOL
managed to pull through ytd thanks to Bull+ i think.
but effect slowly wearing out towards the end of the night.
first time i dozed off while blowing my hair dry.
cant even rmb how i fell aslp in the room, last thing i rmbed was i slept face-down cuz hair wasn't totally dry.
11 hours of slp and i still feel super tired.
zombified the whole day and doesn't feel like doing anything.
even though i could have went to return my grad robe.
by thurs, so left w 2 days...
time to head to bed soon :)
11:12 PM
Sunday, April 07, 2013
Was really very happy on convo day.
Dk why.
Just seeing mummy and daddy and sizzy so happy and proud of me made me happy :)
It's like fulfilling parent's biggest wish.
It's like I finally graduated.
Mummy had been waiting for this day for years.
To have a graduate in the family.
And I finally done that.
Suddenly all the emotions just came to me that night and decided to type a long long msg to sister.
两年，说长不长，说短也不短，但却让我们经历了很多很多。
只能说 - 感激，感谢，感恩。
Today is the end of my 4 months of jobless life.
Gonna juggle 2 trainings towards the end of the week plus street netball.
I will survive!!!!!
First day tomorrow and gotta report much earlier and on-site.
Kinda looking forward to work,
But also, afraid. Don't know what to expect,
Hope everything just goes on well!!
Will not forget the pact to work hard!!!
No matter what happens, just got to press on and hang in there!
Need to sleep like soon.
Less than 5 hours of sleep now.
11:46 PM
Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Can't believe it's convo day tmr!
Been waiting for this day to come!
6 months have passed since results were out
11 months since end of exams
Lots of happenings during these 2 yrs
Happy sad angry etc...
Many lessons learnt
As usual, netball took a great part of my life
Got to know a lot more friends and glad that our friendship still last till now, though there's exception.
Late night suppers after training which stretched Mummy's tolerance level to the maximum, making her so mad with me.
Many more quarrels because of that but somehow all the quarrels made us understand each other more. Thanks to cousin who helped us resolve the problem everytime.
Managed to create history with the team and also brought my level of play higher under Jiao Lian.
First SUniG medal
Disappointment for my last IVP
Episode with J.
Got so frightened by James Kwan that it's the first time I'm so turned off for classes.
Thankful for Bear and Apple for the company during classes.
From poly to uni. 5 years of my nonsense, lol!
Especially bear bear, poor her. I was too dependent on her. Haha!
Wouldn't have imagined how I'll spend my Uni days without both of them.
Next is my dear bestie, toh!
It was not, until 2 years back, one HTHT night just changed everything.
Though she's Q annoying at times. We may not meet up often. May not talk or text as often.
But there won't be a single awkwardness once we meet up.
Can talk about anything and everything. Just endless topics. :)
Another best thing is that I've gotten closer to Jie over the years.
Bringing our senior-junior-ship to friendship to kinship.
Knowing all about me, witnessing all my tears & unglam-ness and seeing the temperamental me etc.
Really blessed to have her in my life. :)
Could have put in more effort during school though!
But nevertheless, managed to complete my degree successfully.
Hope I had done daddy and mummy proud.
Both of them were so excited that both went for haircut and hair dye today. Haha!
Can't wait to see their smiles tomorrow :)
Done w mask, last min carrying buddha leg.
Pimple popping out :(
Shall turn in soon, 做个美美的大学生. Haha!
2:15 AM
